Birthday Crisis.

Haha YES. Not knowing what I want for my birthday is a crisis! My family hasnt really had money for birthday presents the past few years so I have just gotten used to having fun at home with the family with a cheesecake on my birthday! YUM! :) But Jason has other ideas of how birthdays should be and when I told him I couldnt think of anything he told me.. "Anything in the world and you cant think of something? Come on. Make me a list and I will choose what I will get you." BAH! I cant even think of one thing! All I can think of is "LAME" stuff like a new windshield or bedding! Haha I would LOVE a new comforter but all the ones I keep finding are way more expensive then I would ever spend on one thing! Haha Oh Dear. I am in a world or trouble. I am completely stumped. I want this comforter from etsy, but its WAY too expensive. Maybe I could ask for some shoes or something! Haha now I just have to find the shoes! HELP!

Isnt it just Beautiful!? Too expensive though. I could try to make it! 

perfection.

Today started out as a day where I was just in a bad mood. But as the evening came around I went to Jason's dads home for dinner. All by myself. I was so worried that it would be awkward when I got there because he wasn't there with me but I had an absolute blast! I love his family so much. I cant wait to be apart of it. I felt like I already was a piece of their puzzle. I cant even begin to describe how blessed I feel to have such an amazing family to be apart of. I love them all so much. I have Jason all to myself forever and I get to enjoy him for the rest of my life with his amazing family. I certainly don't feel like I could ever deserve so much, but I will take it! I will take it now and forever. :) I cant wait to be a Horton.

Update.

Well, I know I haven't written in a while but what can I say? Life happens. I have been really busy lately. Helping Melissa find a wedding dress (which is still a work in progress.), working, hanging out with Katie and Dave, TRYING to convince Jason that he should marry me tomorrow haha just kidding (but soon would be nice.). Etc. Etc. Haha so far progress with that isn't really moving hahaha as far as I know. I really just feel like I cant catch a break. In so many ways I LOVE that I am so busy. In others that little girl is just screaming for me to let her out to play all day long. Let me tell you a secret. I don't let her out. haha often :) As far as this last 4th of July weekend. It was a blast. Although there is always on thing missing. Jason. The family and friends all went down to Thanksgiving Point and watched the fireworks. Like we have been doing for the past like...10 years haha it was super fun. As for tonight. I am just having one of those nights where a good blogging session will take care of all my anxiety and frustration. I know, I know. I use this blogspot to rant and rave but whatever. It makes me feel tons better while Jason is gone. I know that all of you can sympathize. I feel like I could just go for a run right now and be perfectly content with not stopping. I would actually love to go on a run. I love the endorphins!  Gym Monday! Oh yeah! Ha well I'm off! xoxo